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AFP, London and a Long Journey Home

Fri Feb 6, 2009, 5:18 AM
Well, I haven't written a journal, or posted anything, in a long time and I realised that I had to vent this somehow, or it would be the only thing I spoke about for the next year. So, here we go.

On wednesday night, I was in London. The snow had cleared and I would stood outside the Electric Ballroom in Camden, waiting to see Amanda Palmer. It was surreal, to say the least. A week ago I had no idea I would be going, and up until that exact point, even after arriving in London King's Cross, I still believed there would be some sort of divine intervention that would mean I wouldn't be there. There were people in masks, gliding up and down the queue, handing out playing cards, jelly babies, monopoly money. I'd forgotten how wonderful bubbles are. They were floating in there herds over our heads and disappearing into the sky above camden.

At seven, the doors opened. Andrew O'Neil opened the show, and was hilarious, followed by Detektiv Byran, who were amazing. I'd never seen a band like that play, once again, the word of the night is surreal.

Once the stage was set, the lights went down. Then on to the audience. Audience was definitly singular, throughout the show. We looked around as one in confusion and anticipation. Members of the Danger Ensemble walked into the audience, striking poses and standing still amidst the crowds. We were sharing bubbles with the people stood in front of us, catching them and blowing them and popping them. It was friendly.

Then, on the stage, Amanda appeared, she bowed, and we roared.

The show was ethereal, surreal, amazing and more then I even expected. My expectations were high. She covered Tegan and Sara's "Like O, Like H", which was great. And the song I'm listening to, which was funny, but not quite as funny as Oasis in minor. I nearly passed out, and missed Have To Drive, but hearing it was more than enough.

After the show, I met her. She's softer in real life, compared to some of her photos, and considerate. I'm tempted to say loving.

Over all, it was one of the best nights of my life so far, and missing the last train home, and taking thirteen hours to get back home, made the phrase of the night "It was worth it".

Singing Tegan and Sara and Blue October in Stevenage train station is perfect to raise moral.

Photos will be posted.

=D

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  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: I Want You, But I Don't Need You - Momus
  • Reading: The Book Thief

Back...

Fri Sep 5, 2008, 7:36 AM
I've been back at school for the past two days. It looks like this year is going to be difficult. At least it's the last, then I can leave here and go to university. Or just leave if I'm going to do as badly as it feels I am right now.

I'm uninspired at the moment. Everything I write has to be forced out of me. I've had more fun...

Hope you're all well?

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Girl - Tori Amos

Stole...

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 13, 2008, 3:56 AM
This from delilahshen

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[A few...] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x]I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x]I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x]I'm in school
[] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x]I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[x] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[x]I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[]I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[x] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[A little...] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x]I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie

Random
[] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[]I am really ticklish
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

Well, that's that... Not exactly sure why...
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: Donner Party (All Night) - Alkaline Trio

Tired...

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 6, 2008, 3:30 AM
Never give this girl a knife.

Camping last night. I cut myself about four times on my knife, so typing is difficult because I have a plaster on my finger. I'm a danger to myself. The fire was fun though :D And the beer, but I'm seriously tired now. I feel incredibly comfortable and luxurious now I'm back home.

I haven't really been on the past week... I must have been busy. There's a new poem up now, anyway. It's weird.

Other than that, NO EXAMS LEFT! Yes!

*sleep*

x

Got the book and have read it!
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: Don't Ever - Missy Higgins
  • Reading: Poetry

Heavenly...

Journal Entry: Sat May 24, 2008, 2:41 AM
Two weeks of holidays are here!

And, damn, I need it.

Only one exam left, as well. Luckily the Government paper wasn't as bad as it promised. So maybe it won't be as big a blot on my grades as I thought. Not that they're going to be spectacular, either.

My brain seems to have turned to writing again. I try to draw and I can't think, I try to write and my brain just opens its lid. Not that I'm complaining... I'm trying to master the sonnet at the moment because I'm ashamed of not really knowing any forms of poetry well. So, just bear with me while I get my bearings. I must admit, I can count to ten much easier than before! :D

Time to chill out! :w00t!:

Still waiting for that next book!
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: Fight SOng - Marilyn Mason
  • Reading: ... Waiting for the next book...
  • Drinking: Coffee

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